As a person w/few friends and many i know u's i'd like to say.....i realize now why so many adults choose to not form new life long(hopefully) bonds it is a much harder thing to acheive than when we were children many less emotions are allowed to be expressed as an adult .less emotions are acceptable and realizing that you must suck it up for all those involved doesn't always FEEL right i have children i cant break down over and adult friend who is leaving town or over a fight ! these things we try to teach our children to deal w/mildly....
As a dreamer when good OR bad things happen i go on sad or excited but inside my mind there are many reactions many things going on i always am running it over ...so here r my thoughts on possibly losing my bestie...
I found my a sister who understood me at the age of 29.She never judged and always listened i made her finish ....she made me start and we helped each other stay on track
A txt a day keep us sane and 50 kept us laughing kids hung out happily we as sisters and friends had it all w/only a few bumps...Now i say sister friend i will be only half as good when u r gone and i hope i can start w/out u and i hope u'll finish what u start...I will miss u and keep u always
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Sigh. we are good for each other and I hate that I'm gone because life without you is certainly not the same at all. but I've learned so much from WE and even though WE is not a few short blocks away, We keeps me going everyday. Each day I do what I know you would do just because I know that what you taught me was to do the right thing for my family and myself. I've taken so much from how I've seen you parenting. No child of mine has to run my life or my home--since Oh yea that's right. I'm the adult here. I think that if we would have stayed I'd have ended up living with you;) not that bad of an idea but you and I both know we'd strangle each other by the end of the first week. Everyday I wake up, I think wonder if Missy Mama's up? Wonder if I can text her so early. then I think. Ha. so early...who texts me at 2am random days of the week. I'm lucky to have you in my heart.
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