Sunday, December 13, 2009

life as a dreamer

I think so many of us forget what reality is .....life has real issues and tears will fall, so many of the things we hope for or wish even never happen it's all in our minds the way we hope it will turn out more often than not we r all quilty of "seeing" how it will turn and then blaming the nearest loved one for not doing it that way...life is unexpected and crazy it is ups and downs hot and cold it is screaming ,crying hoping,it is birth and death and no matter what we want it is just life and u don't get to choose and change is just the other direction and even if all we can do is get on and hope not to hit to many bumps in the road well then isn't that enough why let "someone" make those choices whynot just hop on and see where u go ?
I will say i have made many a wrong turn i have let others push me and i came out ok when i just let go.....maybe someday i will have regrets and start blaming life and the cosmic order for fucking up my life but really i am living and whom am i to judge? i have everything i need..and it is all inside this house w/these people and we r not perfect and we make mistakes and we push and we laugh and cry we yell and in the end no one goes to bed ANGRY! and i know that LOVe lives here....

Sunday, October 11, 2009

Tabby

Enjoy ur gifts and dont let people take advantage

So ?

As a person w/few friends and many i know u's i'd like to say.....i realize now why so many adults choose to not form new life long(hopefully) bonds it is a much harder thing to acheive than when we were children many less emotions are allowed to be expressed as an adult .less emotions are acceptable and realizing that you must suck it up for all those involved doesn't always FEEL right i have children i cant break down over and adult friend who is leaving town or over a fight ! these things we try to teach our children to deal w/mildly....
As a dreamer when good OR bad things happen i go on sad or excited but inside my mind there are many reactions many things going on i always am running it over ...so here r my thoughts on possibly losing my bestie...
I found my a sister who understood me at the age of 29.She never judged and always listened i made her finish ....she made me start and we helped each other stay on track
A txt a day keep us sane and 50 kept us laughing kids hung out happily we as sisters and friends had it all w/only a few bumps...Now i say sister friend i will be only half as good when u r gone and i hope i can start w/out u and i hope u'll finish what u start...I will miss u and keep u always

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Geez people calm the F*#k down

so i'd like to start by say Wow when did a phone call become an open line to freak out about a famous dead guy u never knew and apparently cared little about before said death come on now ,freak out much u r like a crazy stalker except u do it all on line with people u dont know to what have a purpose give me a break enjoy ur soon to be home....Looney Bin!

Book Eaters

I believe reading is something you should do as much as u eat...at least 3 times a day ....fall into a good book and your bad mood can be turned around ,romance, mystery,drama......the perfect man whom we see in our minds as we ourselves become the heroin of the
most wonderful,sad,thought provoking story we believe has ever been written .
When finished we can start anew with new friends and loves between the pages of a great book.
Currently my friends and I have started a book club as much as we planned on having a traditional get together type club I have added and online part as well so friends near and far can enjoy chatting it up over a good book...please join and enjoy ! can't wait to see you there
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Missy

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

mother madness

So let me start by saying i am a mother 29 i have 3 super great & smart kids whom will i am sure surpass me in many ways i love my spouse and i am a dreamer lol i love to read fiction i paint and draw sing and write i am a photographer i still will play makebelieve with my kids and i love to jump on the trampoline ...
I hope someday i can inspire and although you will laugh at me, i hope to be laughing at myself...