The wonderful life of a dreamer w/kids

WOW!!!!

2010-01-21T22:04:00.000-08:00

So I want to start out by saying sometimes living in a fantasy world isn't all that bad Currently i am waiting on WOW (World of WarCraft) to finish downloading ok addmittedly I am now one of the many who love wow and thinks about ways to get threw quests while not even home or near any pc I assume people )since i was once one of them) think this is a waste of time but here are my thoughts those same people read books ,watch tv,drink play one of the game systems and it never is an issue...wow is a bit more intense and interactive but so fucking what at least u r enjoying urself and hey u are an adult and can do wtf u want .......believe me ladies u want ur men chatting it up w/fictional folks more than a women in the super market get a fucking life and do as u please i know i will....

Life w/far to many reasons

2010-01-03T17:26:00.001-08:00

I am not into excuses ....i donot care why u continue to disappoint ....it is not important to me to hear all of the whys or the hows ......so here are my reasons to tell u once again to get a life
1. I donot care
2.I have moved on
3.I am no longer 19
4.i no longer believe in you
5.I decieded to become and adult
6.you are an idiot
7.I am happy
8.you are sad
9.because u once knew me means nothing
10.because i donot love you!!
ok so there are better ones and more petty ones but really who cares

2010-01-03T09:54:00.001-08:00

Out for a super fun day ....but under it all my mind runs over and over my papas life and balance

Contest and wonderful Author!!!

2010-01-03T00:29:00.000-08:00

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Fairy Tale?????

2010-01-03T00:10:00.001-08:00

This is what i Painted for Rae for her Bday Xmas

What a Monkey!!!!

2010-01-03T00:09:00.001-08:00

This a sock monkey I painted for Tabby!!!

Merry Christmas!!!!

2010-01-03T00:07:00.000-08:00

So this is something i made for my Daughter Zariah she is in love w/penguins

Ok so i guess i am doing this wrong

2010-01-02T00:06:00.000-08:00

So I have been informed i am to write about me not just random whatnot lol!
So I am reading again ALOT!!! i am even so far gone at this point that i am think about tying something new...maybe a book review i read 4 plus books a week i am so into it and this is normal i assure you but still i should share my knowldge don't you think? dunno i guess i should say Tabby what do you think she is the only one on my blog but still who knows so other wise let me tell you what i read this week...it is alot so hold on
Ok first i read "My Soul to Take" so wonderful i will add a list of Titles w/Athur later
So it is about this wonderful girl who find out she has gifts and she meets a great guy blah blah but the story is intense
next i read "The Summoning" & "The Awakening" theses are part of what i hope is a trilogy lol
i wanna tell you what i think not what its about I think it is a gripping story you feel very involved you forget your in you room or at work you live w/these people and you hurt w/them and i literally didn't sllep til i finished the books i was that taken over...
i also reasd the 4 books of the "Vampire Academy" series i belive there may end up being 6 but i donot know the are as follows "Vampire Academy", "Frostbite","Shadow Kiss" & "Blood Promise" i am yet to get all the way out of the world created by this author i Laughed and cryed and my heart broke for these people i think i am a weirdo but still i know what a good read is i know what has to be there the IT factor and these books have "IT" I am lost and it is found w/in these books ok i know but what an escape huh? and i am just ready for more and i have to wait til May.....
So the holidays were great!!! kids had fun and got loads of crap no surprise there i am sure
Justin and i went out finally and i know i donot write much about the fam but it is because they hate it LOL!!! we r going to see Princess and the frog tomorrow whoopie lol it will be a long day if we dont since i have said we r going goodnite all ttys <3 Missy

A New Year and a New Who?

2010-01-01T23:55:00.000-08:00

Ok so we have made it to 2010 holy crap!!! So about these New Years Resolutions....What the hell do we think we are doing we are who we are and life changes shouldn't be promised to a New Year the should be kept or just done this is the cause of your depression an New Years Fopa lovely let me know whe the meds kick in ....

life as a dreamer

2009-12-13T21:06:00.001-08:00

I think so many of us forget what reality is .....life has real issues and tears will fall, so many of the things we hope for or wish even never happen it's all in our minds the way we hope it will turn out more often than not we r all quilty of "seeing" how it will turn and then blaming the nearest loved one for not doing it that way...life is unexpected and crazy it is ups and downs hot and cold it is screaming ,crying hoping,it is birth and death and no matter what we want it is just life and u don't get to choose and change is just the other direction and even if all we can do is get on and hope not to hit to many bumps in the road well then isn't that enough why let "someone" make those choices whynot just hop on and see where u go ?
I will say i have made many a wrong turn i have let others push me and i came out ok when i just let go.....maybe someday i will have regrets and start blaming life and the cosmic order for fucking up my life but really i am living and whom am i to judge? i have everything i need..and it is all inside this house w/these people and we r not perfect and we make mistakes and we push and we laugh and cry we yell and in the end no one goes to bed ANGRY! and i know that LOVe lives here....

Tabby

2009-10-11T21:04:00.000-07:00

Enjoy ur gifts and dont let people take advantage

So ?

2009-10-11T20:52:00.000-07:00

As a person w/few friends and many i know u's i'd like to say.....i realize now why so many adults choose to not form new life long(hopefully) bonds it is a much harder thing to acheive than when we were children many less emotions are allowed to be expressed as an adult .less emotions are acceptable and realizing that you must suck it up for all those involved doesn't always FEEL right i have children i cant break down over and adult friend who is leaving town or over a fight ! these things we try to teach our children to deal w/mildly....
As a dreamer when good OR bad things happen i go on sad or excited but inside my mind there are many reactions many things going on i always am running it over ...so here r my thoughts on possibly losing my bestie...
I found my a sister who understood me at the age of 29.She never judged and always listened i made her finish ....she made me start and we helped each other stay on track
A txt a day keep us sane and 50 kept us laughing kids hung out happily we as sisters and friends had it all w/only a few bumps...Now i say sister friend i will be only half as good when u r gone and i hope i can start w/out u and i hope u'll finish what u start...I will miss u and keep u always

Geez people calm the F*#k down

2009-07-23T15:09:00.000-07:00

so i'd like to start by say Wow when did a phone call become an open line to freak out about a famous dead guy u never knew and apparently cared little about before said death come on now ,freak out much u r like a crazy stalker except u do it all on line with people u dont know to what have a purpose give me a break enjoy ur soon to be home....Looney Bin!

Book Eaters

2009-07-23T15:00:00.000-07:00

I believe reading is something you should do as much as u eat...at least 3 times a day ....fall into a good book and your bad mood can be turned around ,romance, mystery,drama......the perfect man whom we see in our minds as we ourselves become the heroin of the
most wonderful,sad,thought provoking story we believe has ever been written .
When finished we can start anew with new friends and loves between the pages of a great book.
Currently my friends and I have started a book club as much as we planned on having a traditional get together type club I have added and online part as well so friends near and far can enjoy chatting it up over a good book...please join and enjoy ! can't wait to see you there
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Missy

mother madness

2009-05-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

So let me start by saying i am a mother 29 i have 3 super great & smart kids whom will i am sure surpass me in many ways i love my spouse and i am a dreamer lol i love to read fiction i paint and draw sing and write i am a photographer i still will play makebelieve with my kids and i love to jump on the trampoline ...
I hope someday i can inspire and although you will laugh at me, i hope to be laughing at myself...